Sunday, October 25, 2009

Busy Time

I love, love it when there's nothing to do.

Sometimes I get a paralyzing, breath-constricting, sleep-stealing anxiety when there is too much going on. Like now. Somehow I thought that spending the past hour writing it all down would calm me. If I could get it on a schedule, I reasoned, it would all seem more do-able.

Fail.

Now it looks like even more. And some of it is really important. Some of it is necessary -- a commitment. Some of it is delegate-able. And it will all happen. Somehow, over the next three weeks, it will all shake out and get done and be fine.

And I'll remember how to breathe.

2 comments:

  1. Prayin' for you Becca. I hope it all settles down soon.

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  2. To Do lists are such a double-edged sword. I prefer to write down what I've accomplished instead of what's still looming over me, but then I tend to forget what NEEDS doing as a consequence of that.

    Hope the next few weeks pass quickly, and as sanely as possible!

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